Moody Day

It's been quite some time I'm not updating my blog..But tis time is not a happy thing that I would like to share about.
I do not know who to tell but the only thing that I can say out is to write in my blogs.
Sometimes, I tried to act nothing but it really makes me feel so sad and hurt.
Many things that came accross my mind..but I just hope that you know what you should do and what you shouldn't do.
So sad when I knew that you are busy playing FB for few hours without replying my msg!!
I will be crying alone at my room whenever I feel sad.
I just do not want to let u know that I'm unhappy.
Love you Jinxian

Dear~ thank you for staying beside me in this special day with an amazing dinner, presents and eveything ♥
I like the moment and feelings we together looking and searching for something, and buying things in supermarket, it makes me feel the happinese in a family ~
Somehow in this great big world, we found each other.
I don't know about you, but sometimes the thought of that just amazes me.
I mean, who else could be so right for me but you? Who could understand my quirks and feelings and accept them the way you do?
In this whole wide world, who could possibly make me laugh as hard and feel as loved as you do?
Whenever I think about you, I feel so happy and I catch myself counting the minutes until I will see you again.
Whenever I see you, I realize once more how lucky I am to have you.
You are the Love of My Life and I will be yours forever ~
Happy Valentine's Day My Jinxian Dear~ ♥♥♥
Luv U~~ Muacksssszzzz~~ ♥

Our Valentine Dinner @ TGI Friday

San Francisco Drink

Finger Wings

Sizzling Chicken and cheese

(Baobei likes chezzy foods)

Took it when My cute Baobei busy eating  ♥

Yummy~~ ^^

YoU & M3

With U always ♥

It's the day u leave again, this time i make it to accompany dear buy his chinese new year clothes
although we could not make it to watch the movie that i insisted with the tickets we have bought><
Somehow, I still feel very happy and satisfied, maybe is the first time accompany dear choosing new year clothes~
It's quite a tough and headache task for me to observe and choose the suitable style and clothes that match my dear but we still manage to buy 3 tops, haha><  anyway, I enjoyed all the moment with U❤❤  
Love U my Baobei, muackss~~
Chinese new year is around the corner, still have almost 1 week plus to go @.@

Yesterday was 30 December 2010 which was my birthday and also my dear and I, our First Anniversary~
Time flew so fast and we have been together for 1 year already in just a blink of second~
We build our great memories together where we cried and laughed together, I miss U Baobei Dear ❤Happy Anniversary and Happy New Year my Baob3i Dear~
Hope U and I will have a great year ahead in year 2011~ All The Best and GoodLuck in your coming final exam~

It's been almost 1 month that i have not been updating my blog~
Today my mood was so down, apart from my beloved dear again T____T
The moment when i sent him and saw him walking facing his back towards me, i started feeling upset and miss him so muchh~
This was the longest day dear with me although it is just only 3days~ Somehow, in these 3days i really feel very happy with every moments we had together. At first i really tot that dear was unable to come here but in the end dear still make it here although u was late to sit the train and i'm really surprise the moment when i saw dear steps inside my house with the expression that i could express~
Thanks for all presents and memoriable and sweet days with many posing pictures with U, BaObeI ❤❤
Muackssss Jinxian BaOb3I~~

Another that make me really pissed off is my family members, even my FB oso thay wanted to control want am I writting or posting??? I really dont like what u all done to me and controlling my lifestyle!! Please Give Me Some Peace!!!

Today juz came bac from Melaka, it was so tiring and all my body muscles feels so pain but it's really fun and enjoyable. I took 2 times of nap after coming bac but it seems i'm still so tired after woke up.
After I woke up, I started to look at dear's blog for updating issue and I realised that I have done a very big mistake where dear has done nothing wrong but got scolded from me. T___T
I'm So Sorry My Dear~~~~~~~~~ Really So Sorry~~!!! T______________T
Somehow, I still dun understand why dear doesn't want to explain when i started angry dear...
When I asked where did dear went?? Izzit yam cha?? But dear juz reply yess....
Izzit i'm too fierce or hard to commnicate until dear doesn't want to explain about it??
I feel very guilty and sad after knowing dear got scolded for nothing,
Sorry Deaarrr~~~ and I Love You Baobei Jinxian~

Today morning when i'm ready to wake up, suddenly i feel so headache and tell my father that
i'm decided to take medical leave today and i don't feel like going to work also.
After i brush teeth and prepare myself, then my mum bring me to clinic for check up. Doctor told me that i just having some fever and gastric, nothing much serious~
When i came out from clinic, then i receive a call from my agency and i was told that i will be leaving the company on this friday, 12 November 2010 in which it's the last day for me in the company.
After this i nid to use my all times to find another new job...
GAMBATEHHH!!!!!
At the same time, I MISS U so muchhhhhh My Dear T________T~~~~~